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"Is she enjoying her studies?" Sasha pressed determinedly. Damon wasn't going to get off that easily. "She seemed happy in her last letter, but I sometimes wonder if she tells me everything."

  "Sofy's always happy," Damon muttered. As if there were something vaguely offensive about that. "She asks about you a lot."

  "Does she?"

  "Oh yes. Every time a noble traveller arrives in court, having passed within scent of Valhanan, she never fails to corner him and ask for news of you."

  Sasha smiled. "But she's well? Her last letter spoke of Alythia's wedding. She seemed very excited."

  "Not nearly as excited as Alythia," said Damon. And rolled onto his back, appearing to abandon hope of sleep, at least for the moment. "But yes, Sofy is helping with the preparations. Alythia scolds her, and tries to be upset at her interference… she was unhappy with Sofy's suggestions for the ordering of vows and ceremonies, thinking that she knows best in everything. But of course, on reflection, she agreed that Sofy's ideas were best. As always."

  For all Sasha's differences with Damon, they shared a common affection for their younger sister Sofy. It was mostly thanks to Sofy's mediation that Damon and Sasha had arrived at their present truce. Sasha was yet to be convinced of Sofy's faith in Damon, but she had conceded that her previous, less flattering impressions of him had been wide of the mark. But then, that was Sofy, always intervening, always drawing compromise from the most hardened of opinions.

  "And the holy fathers are pleased with the wedding preparations?" Sasha asked, having heard a little of that controversy.

  "It's ridiculous," Damon sighed. "Father Wynal now protests that the arrangements are not in full accordance with the scripture, but Alythia protests that she wants a traditional Lenay wedding like Marya and Petryna had…"

  "Marya and Petryna's weddings were anything but traditional," Sasha snorted.

  "Well, they had the fire and the dancing with hand painting…"

  "That's hanei, Damon," Sasha corrected. "And the fire is tempyr, the purifier, the door between states of being. It symbolises a couple's transition into married life, the athelyn, the destruction of the old, making way for the new. It's the foundation of the Goeren-yai view of the universe."

  "Sounds serrin," Damon remarked, with less interest than Sasha might have hoped. The ignorance of so many Verenthanes toward the old ways disgusted her. They had been their ways too, a hundred years before.

  "Serrin and Goeren-yai belief has much in common," Sasha agreed, keeping her temper in check. Outbursts and lectures would serve no good purpose, she told herself firmly. "It's one reason the Goeren-yai and serrin have had such good relations for so long."

  "Anyhow," Damon said dismissively. "Alythia thinks it's pretty, and the hand painting-the hanei-is. And so much more glamorous than a traditional Verenthane wedding."

  "I'm glad I'm not the only one who thinks so," Sasha said sourly. "Verenthanes have to be the most morbid bunch, Damon. I hear in some parts of the Bacosh and the rest of the lowlands, women aren't even allowed to dance. Can you imagine?"

  "I can't imagine," Damon admitted, frowning at the ceiling. "But then, being a Verenthane means different things from one land to another. Lenayin will always be Lenayin. That is one thing Goeren-yai and Verenthane shall always have in common in this land. I think I shall always have more in common with a Lenay Goeren-yai than with a lowlands Verenthane."

  "We'll see if you still believe in Lenay brotherhood should you have the misfortune to encounter Family Telgar on this ride," Sasha said darkly.

  "The men of the north are brave," Damon said shortly. "I won't prejudge them."

  "It's not their bravery I question," said Sasha. "It's their humanity."

  Damon made an annoyed face, looking across the space between their beds. "Seriously, Sasha, need you always pick a fight? You of all people who can afford it least. I'm well aware what you think of the Verenthane north, you don't need to hurl it at me at every opportunity. I can form my own opinions."

  Sasha bit her tongue with difficulty. "And how is Myklas?" she asked, determined to prove to herself that she could simply move on and not spill blood upon the floor. Kessligh would be proud.

  "Well," said Damon, with a note to his voice that suggested he too was surprised at the ease of his victory. "He'll become a fine swordsman. He's better than I was, at his age. Better than Koenyg, maybe. It's certainly not from hard work. It must be talent."

  "Some things can't be taught," said Sasha, putting a hand behind her head upon the pillow. The air was cold upon her arm, whatever her undershirt and the fading warmth of the fire's embers. But beneath the heavy weight of skins and blankets, the warmth was delicious.

  Damon gave her a long, curious glance, the fireplace illuminating one half of his face upon the pillows. "I heard that you fought," he said. "Last summer, when the Cherrovan pressed Hadryn hard. I heard tell of some stories. Deeds of yours."

  "All lies."

  "The stories were greatly in your favour," Damon added.

  "Then they were all true," Sasha corrected, with a faint smile. The incursion had been, for the most part, yet another ridiculous waste of Cherrovan life. A new chieftain had required a blooding, the story went. And a blooding he had received, most of it his own. Surely the Cherrovan had not been so stupid during the centuries when they had ruled Lenayin and all the mountain kingdoms as their own.

  "I had doubted your abilities, once," said Damon. "Even with Kessligh as your uman… I'd thought he'd only chosen you for other purposes. But the men bearing these stories are honest. It seems I was mistaken. And I apologise."

  Sasha gazed across at him with great surprise. And smiled. Sofy had always told her to try being nice to Damon, rather than arguing with him all the time. Good things will come of it, she'd insisted. And once again, it seemed, her little sister was right. "Apology accepted," she said graciously. "You're not the only man to make such a judgment. There are thousands who believe such, up in the north."

  Damon snorted. Then, "Has Kessligh told you of your standard? One story came from a man who was himself a master swordsman. He said he'd never seen anything like it."

  Sasha sighed. "Praise from Kessligh is rare. He hates complacency."

  "Can you best him sparring?"

  "Sometimes. Maybe one round in three. More on good days, less on others." But Damon looked very impressed. Besting Kessligh at all was said to be a worthy achievement. Most men would have been happy with one round in ten. But then, for those who did not fight with the svaalverd, it was no fair contest.

  "I still don't see how it's possible," Damon said, with a faint shake of his head. "For a woman. I have bested three Cherrovan warriors in combat. Combat is exhausting, for the fittest, strongest men."

  Never "frightening," Sasha reflected. No Lenay man would ever admit so. "Yes, but you waste strength when you fight," she told him. "Hathaal, serrin call it. There's no direct translation in Lenay… energy, perhaps. Or maybe a life force, though serrin have too many names for that to count. A symmetry. A power derived from form, not bulk. The straight, sturdy tree is more hathaal than the crooked one, even if they are both as tall. You are stronger than me. But using svaalverd, I am more hathaal. And you cannot touch me."

  Damon snorted. "So confident are you. We've never sparred."

  "Tomorrow, perhaps?" Sasha said mildly.

  "We ride first thing in the morning."

  "Convenient."

  "You know much of serrin lore," Damon remarked, ignoring her barbs.

  "Of course. I am Nasi-Keth."

  "Do you love the serrin?"

  Sasha frowned. Footsteps creaked in the corridor outside, the last of the revellers coming upstairs to their beds. The dying fire managed one last, feeble pop. "I've yet to meet a bad or unpleasant one," she said after a moment.

  "That doesn't answer my question."

  And it was not, Sasha knew, such an innocent question. There was war afoot between the Bacosh and neighbouring Saalshen. Visiting mercha
nts fuelled a wildfire of rumour, serrin travellers had been rare of late, and Kessligh's mood grim. She didn't like to think on it. There had been bad news from the Bacosh before-for many, many centuries, in fact, one endless succession of terrible internal wars over power, prestige and matters of faith. Those had come and gone. Surely these latest rumblings would follow.

  "The serrin are a good and decent people," she answered. "Much of their lore, skills and trades has improved human lives beyond measure, from irrigation to building to medicines and midwifery… sometimes I wonder how we ever managed without them. Anyone who would make war on them will not gain my sympathy."

  "They live on lands that are not theirs," Damon responded flatly. "Many include Verenthane holy sites. Sites of the birth of Verenthaneism itself. The Bacosh are the eldest and most powerful of Verenthane peoples, they'll not let the matter rest." Sasha rolled beneath her covers to fix her brother with an alarmed gaze.

  "What have you heard?" she asked accusingly. Damon shrugged, his mood sombre.

  "There is much anger. Talk of the Verenthane brotherhood uniting to take back the holy lands."

  In all recent history, the Bacosh had only been united once. The man who accomplished it, Leyvaan of Rhodaan, had named himself king, and repaid the serrin who'd assisted his rise with invasion and slaughter. The serrin response had been devastating, crushing Leyvaan and his armies, and taking the three nearest Bacosh provinces for themselves. That had been two centuries ago, and today, the so-called "Saalshen Bacosh" remained in serrin hands. Many in the priesthood called those lands holy, and wanted them back, out of the clutches of godless, pagan serrin.

  "Such talk has existed since Leyvaan the Fool created the whole mess in the first place," Sasha retorted. "The Saalshen Bacosh is a happy place. The only unhappy people are those outsiders who resent that fact. Besides, there is no Verenthane brotherhood. It's a myth."

  "Even so," Damon said tiredly. "People talk, is all. Perhaps it will fade, I hope so. We have enough troubles in Lenayin without lowlands concerns thrust upon us also."

  "Hear hear," Sasha murmured. But Kessligh's words remained with her: "War is in the air. Us old warhorses can smell it."

  "You're not going to ask after Father's wellbeing also?" Damon queried into that silence.

  "No," said Sasha. And tucked her warm, heavy blankets more firmly down about her neck. "Father has advisors enough to see to that already."

  Three

  Jaryd Nyvar rode at the head of the Falcon Guards as the road wound uphill from Baerlyn, with Prince Damon at his left stirrup. The morning dawned bright and clear across rugged hillsides of thick forest and sparkling des. Cold air nipped at his cheeks, and the steaming breath of horse and men ningled about the column, so that it moved along the road like some great, puffing beast. The land in these parts was as beautiful as Jaryd'snative Tyree. Birds sang in the trees, and on the way out of town, a pair of handsome deer had startled across the road.

  At the distance of perhaps one fold from Baerlyn, they encountered a pair of riders waiting for them on the road beside a narrow trail through the trees. Kessligh Cronenverdt and his brat uman. That trail, then, would lead to their horse ranch in the wilds. Prince Damon acknowledged them with a wave, which both returned. They fell into line several places further back, in plain cloaks to ward the morning chill, their back-worn swords invisible beneath those folds. An unremarkable and plain-looking pair, they seemed, amidst a column of Tyree green-and-gold, gleaming silver helms and polished boots. Unremarkable, that was, but for their horses-both stallions, one light bay, the girl's a charcoal black, and both beautiful to behold.

  It was a reminder of Cronenverdt's past service, of the debt owed to him by the king. Jaryd had heard the mutterings of his father's men, that Cronenverdt was little more than a hired sword who had commanded from the king a steep ransom for his services. Jaryd thought it somewhat rich for wealthy nobles to accuse Kessligh of being a mercenary considering the plainness of the man living out here in the wilds with his uma. Cronenverdt could have commanded a far larger sum and lived in a grand holding, with lands and gardens and prospective wives clamouring for his hand. Instead, when Prince Krystoff had met an unfortunate end, he'd left the king's service and asked for nothing more than a grief-stricken, impossible brat of a princess to replace the uma he'd lost, and some horses.

  Jaryd thought it far more likely that his fellow nobility were jealous of the man, partly for his accomplishments, and partly for the way in which he showed up their expensive tastes. It was surely not unreasonable that a man who had freely given his services, instead of being born into the obligation of service, should receive some gift in return? How to criticise such a man, who did not play by the rules that others understood? No wonder he made so many enemies amongst the ruling classes.

  After a while riding along the forested hillside, Prince Damon fell back in the column to talk with Kessligh. Lieutenant Reynan took his place at Jaryd's side.

  "The brat was up before dawn," said the lieutenant, rubbing sleepy eyes beneath his helm. "I'd thought to follow her, but that horse of hers is fast and doesn't mind a night-time torch. Mine gets all flighty near a flame."

  Jaryd frowned at him. Lieutenant Reynan Pelyn was the brother of Lord Tymeth Pelyn, head of one of the twenty-three noble families of Tyree, and close allies of Family Nyvar. He was a big man, with a round head, small eyes, and a barely discernible chin. He had not served with the Falcon Guards for long-barely a year, in fact, just a short time longer than Jaryd had been in command. Jaryd did not think that the men were particularly fond of him.

  "You'd follow her to her home?" Jaryd asked. He kept his voice low, and there was little chance of anyone overhearing above the stamp of hooves and jangling harnesses.

  Reynan shrugged. "Lord Tymeth told me to keep a close watch on her at all times. I'm keeping a close watch."

  "So much effort for one girl," Jaryd mused. "One might think your brother actually believes the tales the Goeren-yai tell about her swordwork."

  "It's not her sword that's the bother," Reynan said darkly. "That little bitch causes enough trouble with the Goeren-yai as is, and the king's gone too teary-eyed since Prince Krystoff's death to do anything about it."

  "Do about it?" said Jaryd. "Lieutenant, who said anything about doing something about it?"

  "My Lord brother said to keep a close eye on her," Reynan said stubbornly, "and that's what I'll do. Make sure she doesn't cause any trouble."

  "She's just a girl," Jaryd said shortly. "How much trouble can she cause?" And why, he thought, be so much more worried about her than about Cronenverdt? Cronenverdt held the real power, surely. The brat was just a distraction. A distraction for Cronenverdt himself, some said, in a meaningful way. A plaything for a man who'd developed strange tastes in sword-wielding women while amongst the serrin and Nasi-Keth of Petrodor. Some claimed he wished to sire a son from her, who might then claim the throne. Surely the nobles of Tyree did not believe such nonsense? There were so many before her in the line of succession, after all…

  Reynan gave his commander one of those weary, superior, adult looks that Jaryd disliked so much. "Never you mind, Master Jaryd," he said tiredly. "You just concern yourself with the road ahead, and leave the other business to me. Just remember to call on me if you need any advice-you're a fine warrior, Master, but older heads have ridden this road before."

  "I have plenty of advice from Captain Tyrun," Jaryd replied, annoyed by the older man's patronising tone. "He's ridden these roads far more often than you."

  Reynan's face hardened. "Master Jaryd," he said in a low, harsh voice, that man is not noble born. He's a peasant, little better than a pagan…

  "Captain Tyrun is a true Verenthane and a veteran warrior!" Jaryd retorted in rising temper. "He rose from lowly status because he was the best, as is the tradition in the Guard! Do you question that tradition, Lieutenant Reynan?"

  Reynan's jaw clenched. So that was the sore spot, and the reason why the
other men disliked him. A lieutenant, after just one year. True, Jaryd was in command after a shorter period, but he was heir to all Tyree, and made no bones that Captain Tyrun remained in true command.

  "No," Reynan bit out. "I would merely advise, Master Jaryd, that you give some serious thought to where your future interests lie, for yourself and for Tyree."

  It was midday before the column took its first rest, the men dismounting upon a broad, open shoulder of the Ryshaard River. Kessligh and Sasha found a large rock in the river shallows and spread out their food, whilst Peg and Terjellyn remained on the shore with a handler. Horses splashed in the shallows nearby, drinking deep, and men gathered to share rations.

  Across the wide, wild bend of river, cliffs rose near-vertical in a broken, granite wall. Atop the cliff, trees lined the high ridge. Above those, an eagle circled. Sasha shaded her eyes against the bright sun as she ate, gazing upward.

  "Oh look!" she exclaimed. "That's a silvertip. She must have a nest up there somewhere. There must be good fishing in the river."

  "How do you know it's a she?"

  "I don't. But Lenay men have this silly habit of assuming every dangerous animal is a he, when in fact the females are usually more dangerous."

  High above, the eagle cried. Across the riverbank, men were gazing sky ward, and pointing. Goeren-yai men in particular had a love of wild things, and birds of prey had a special place in their hearts. "Do silvertipped eagles have a legend to go with them?" Kessligh asked wryly.

  Sasha frowned as she thought about it, watching the eagle's circling flight. "Not that I can recall. Although it is said that a white-headed eagle swooped down to carry Hyathon the Warrior away from the fire mountain to escape the dark spirits. But white-headed eagles are much bigger than silvertips."

  "All nonsense," Kessligh pronounced, and took a bite of his roll.

  "Why?" Sasha demanded. "Just because it's not what you believe?"

  "Sasha," Kessligh said around his mouthful, "if you'd seen as many people killed as I have, all because one of them believes this thing and the other believes this other thing, you wouldn't think it was all so harmless. Tales and legends are fun, but beliefs, Sasha. Beliefs are dangerous. Be very careful what you believe in, for beliefs are far more dangerous than swords."